Tuesday, July 20, 2010

UNBIASED LOVE




The Western Church..what are we doing?!

I've watched video after video of third world countries, underground churches in Africa and China where people are meeting in caves or in barns to gather together and worship the One True God.. and Miracles were happening. Jesus is showing up right in these peoples midst!
blind eyes open, lame legs walking, shoot...even dead people rising! ALL in the name of JESUS.

I was blown away! Look what happens when religion is NOWHERE in sight and you have a room full of desperate people after the Truth!
He doesn't keep Himself from them! He doesn't make sure they are converted over to a "religion" first. He shows up because he LOVES them. They have felt the Love and the Glory of God and give up everything to seek Him. Hours upon hours a day they sit at His feet and rejoice because they have Truth. He has healed them and saved them and every other single thing doesn't matter. The government, the world, the enemy.. nothing holds them back from Him.

The Western Church has placed such a high level of importance of "appearing Holy"-- we have stuck our heads deep into the sand and are so focused on "hear, see, speak no evil.." that we've forgotten that He desires EVERY.SINGLE.HEART.

On hearing this, Jesus said, "It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. 13But go and learn what this means: 'I desire mercy, not sacrifice.'For I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners."
-Matthew 9:11-13


People! God is not MAD at you! He is after you! He looks at us with eyes of Love..
It's why Jesus died.

I am done complicating who God is. He is a Father to the fatherless, a husband to the widow, refuge from the storm. The Healer, restorer, wonderful counselor, Prince of Peace...

We can not pave our own ways.. Spiritually we are no more fortunate than a dying person on their death bed if we do not know His Love. We wisp and long for air but we run out of oxygen. Our bones grow dry and we end up knowing in our hearts "There must be more!" but this is what is so beautiful...


There was nothing attractive about him,
nothing to cause us to take a second look.
He was looked down on and passed over,
a man who suffered, who knew pain firsthand.
One look at him and people turned away.
We looked down on him, thought he was scum.
But the fact is, it was our pains he carried—
our disfigurements, all the things wrong with us.
We thought he brought it on himself,
that God was punishing him for his own failures.
But it was our sins that did that to him,
that ripped and tore and crushed him—our sins!
He took the punishment, and that made us whole.
Through his bruises we get healed.
We're all like sheep who've wandered off and gotten lost.
We've all done our own thing, gone our own way.
And God has piled all our sins, everything we've done wrong,
on him, on him.

He was beaten, he was tortured,
but he didn't say a word.
Like a lamb taken to be slaughtered
and like a sheep being sheared,
he took it all in silence.
Justice miscarried, and he was led off—
and did anyone really know what was happening?
He died without a thought for his own welfare,
beaten bloody for the sins of my people.
They buried him with the wicked,
threw him in a grave with a rich man,
Even though he'd never hurt a soul
or said one word that wasn't true.

10Still, it's what God had in mind all along,
to crush him with pain.
The plan was that he give himself as an offering for sin
so that he'd see life come from it—life, life, and more life.
And God's plan will deeply prosper through him.

Out of that terrible travail of soul,
he'll see that it's worth it and be glad he did it.
Through what he experienced, my righteous one, my servant,
will make many "righteous ones,"
as he himself carries the burden of their sins.
Therefore I'll reward him extravagantly—
the best of everything, the highest honors—
Because he looked death in the face and didn't flinch,
because he embraced the company of the lowest.
He took on his own shoulders the sin of the many,
he took up the cause of all the black sheep.

--Isaiah 53 (The Message version)


What I love so much about the above passage is that it was written around 700 years before Jesus ever showed up. Faith in Jesus in not blind. We serve a living, healing, loving God.



He is not concerned about where you think you are, what you think you need to do to get "right" with Him. He is a God chasing after His Beloved. He doesn't tire...

What I love about God is no matter how rough life gets..no matter how much the Devil hates us and throws every trick in the book our way..

God is bigger. His Love is fierce.
Church,

Lets be transformed. Lets call out to the God of Love and let Him change us. Lets go out and feed the hungry, heal the sick, and call the lost back home.
Stop "acting" and let Him move you.

Monday, July 5, 2010

National Anthem. =)

Won a radio contest, and didn't know there would be 25 thousand people there until about 45 minutes before I got on stage! haha! Well it was a blast and I thank Jesus for giving me the desires of my heart. Without Him all I desire is meaningless. He gave me this incredible opportunity and I was blessed by it! =)

Friday, July 2, 2010

Classic Beauty Photoshoot 6.27.2010


Ahhh.. Pretty pretty pictures! Not only did I have some of the BEST talent to work with, but also two of my favorite friends of my lifetime! Eaten by bugs but had such a fantastic time! I had 2 of my models unable to make it leaving me incredibly short handed...so I stepped in and modeled myself. Honestly, such a wonderful day and experience. :) We'll be doing this again for sure..!

Amanda White and I will be creating a blog with our work. We work wonderfully together. I do hair & Makeup and she takes some of the best pictures ever. She captures beauty and her coloring and eye for editing is ridicules! <- In a good way! ;)

These were taken for our growing portfolios.. Enjoy!


Photographer- Amanda White
Model- Samantha Carter (& yours truly)
Hair and Makeup- Katie Summers

Friday, June 25, 2010

1st Samuel

1st Samuel 7:3 "If you are really serious about wanting to return to the Lord, get rid of your foreign gods and your images...Determine to obey only the LORD; then he will rescue you..."

Today the Lord showed me what this meant.
He wants us to rid ourselves of the false gods, and all the false hopes! Why do we cloud ourselves with lies and with false securities??

I remember when I clouded my mind and my body with toxic smoke every day...
It toxified my spirit more than my body . I had anxiety from the moment I opened my eyes till the second I closed them at night. I would smoke and smoke and smoke and then say
"God please help me!"

Why would Jesus sooth my nerves when I am full of TCH? Why would he give me "peace that surpasses all understanding" at that time?! Chances are if I found true peace during those times I would not have given the glory to God.. Not at all. I would have credited it to a substance.

I was still full of anxiety and felt like I had now way out. Yet I continued to smoke this every day.. and wondered why Jesus didn't take away my anxiety. Anxiety that made me worry, cry, and shake with the fear of the unknown. The anxiety that came directly from the enemy.
I even went to the Doctor and was put on medicine for my anxiety and depression.
Then one day I got before the throne of the King..I saw how worthy he was and how sickly I was. Then I was told "I love you! Katie, your name I keep!" He wanted me, he wanted me right where I was at...



God sees within our hearts, he sees the dying, starving, needy souls that cry out. His Love and grace allow us to get rid of the idols that we place before Him.

For me it was pot..cigarettes..sleeping pills.

Now dont get me wrong..I'm not saying we have to be perfect to come to Him. Because that's far from the truth! But the Truth is that he longs for us to get desperate.
He waits to hear us cry out "LORD I HAVE NOTHING..I NEED YOU!"

Then he rides in. He throws us on the back of his horse, rounds up all the shame, fear, sin and hurt and all the lies then throws them at the foot of a Love soaked cross where they disappear.

He wants be the the apple of our eye..the Love of our lives.

He is a God of love and compassion, mercy and kindness.. but forget not my friends that he is also the FIERCE King of Glory. He is jealous for our hearts. He wants all of us so he can pour out what he desires. And he wants the Glory. Don't be mistaken..our God is HOLY and perfect.
He doesn't want to share you. He wants all of you so you can have all of Him.

If you don't have all of Him, let me tell you friends..you are missing out. Coming from an ex addict, a zombie addicted to the world..that HE FUFILLS. Knowing Him is better than any selfish thing I've ever done or had. And all it costed me was my disgusting habits and my selfishness. I laid myself down before that all knowing Perfect One and saw that he is more worthy than I could have ever known.

And when I got rid of the blinders, I was able to see my Knight and Shining armor. Standing lovingly over me saying "Here I am. I am yours and you are mine..Ride away with me Beloved"

Monday, April 26, 2010

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Me and my love jammin' out. Our little jam <3 Jordan and Katie Summers

Monday, April 19, 2010

The Way it IS..


Blogging.
This is something I've tried so hard to stay away from. Its so popular these days. I feel like it has a stigma..thanks PEREZ! But hey I gave into the peer pressure and now have both a Myspace, a Facebook AND a BLOG! How's that for individuality? =)

I'm not 100% sure where to start. SO I think a quick over view of where I'm at lately will just have to do for blog Numero Uno!

So for those of you who I haven't talked to in a while...

I graduated from the the High School chapter of my life in July of 2008. After doing a few restaurant and coffee gigs by the grace of God I landed a job at HAPO Community Credit Union as a Contact Center Representative. I never saw myself working in the Financial Industry, but I found myself LOVING it. And I'm still there today.
A year after graduation on July 4, 2009 I married my best friend and High School sweetheart Jordan Summers. We faced a lot of hardships and doubts along the way..but we knew that we were meant to be together.. and we didn't feel like waiting. Best decision to date. =)

Marriage has turned out to be one crazy ride. But my advice to to everyone IN a marriage is if you decided that you love someone to commit your ENTIRE LIFE to them, then its worth the world to save. You are each others life jacket in this crazy world, so cling tight to each other. Communication is KEY.

LATELY...
I feel like I used to sit back every day while the world crumbled around me. From the starving people everywhere, the mourning families in Haiti, the welfare families, the homeless animals, to the packed out nursing homes that lack visitors.
I feel like we have turned ourselves off to the need of the world. We see it cry out and we turn our back on it.
After years of ignorance I opened my eyes. I feel like we only have so long here, and the need of the world is SO great that we CAN NOT make a difference unless we decide to do it ourselves! Take the sympathy and turn it into action!

Sacrifice your coffee once a week and sponsor a kid with no water! Take a day and walk an animal that is on Death Row at the Shelter. Better yet, give that animal a second chance at life and adopt it!
Stop judging the man on the side of the road that is asking for assistance, pull over and give the man 5 dollars. And if you can't afford it, how about a smile..?
Take a minute and let your Grandmother know she is beautiful and very important to the entire family. Let your Dad know that you love him and that he did a GOOD job.

Go to work with the "I can help someone" today attitude. I know I sound like a book but it is so TRUE!
We give and take in this world! Don't expect to get anything from this life if you can't give a little!

And last but not least,

eat healthy and get enough sleep!

If you took enough time to read this entire thing, kudos to you!

SIGNING OFF!

Until Next Time,

Katie Lynn